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    <title>ladyfromhell's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[After realising what I've done was wrong and that I was really immature and stupid and all that jazz, I've decided to confess my sins on buzznet... I'm not 17 years old, my name is not Lara.

My name is Robyn (It's a really ugly name), but all my friends on the net call me Nikky, so call me Nikky. I'm actually 14 years old and I live in Canada. All though, I'd rather live in Europe, especially in Belgium cuz' my boyfriend lives there and we don't see each other ever!

I'm a bitch, that you must remember. I lie a lot and I don't trust anyone. I love to write stories, random stories most of the time, and I love to cook (Yeah I know, weird eh?). Yeah, I'm a kinda weird, fucked-up person who doesn't care about people in general. Even so, I have friends ( Duh! ) and I have two best friends named Laura &amp; Marianne. Not to mention Anthony (aka Axel) who's my rockin' boyfriend from Belgium. Love y'a babe]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Why Angels?]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/87876/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Why Angels? Well i'm obsessed with death and hell. By the way those are dark angels. And well for me angels are a sign of sadness.&nbsp;I would like being&nbsp;a dark angel myself. //__^<IMG style="WIDTH: 277px; HEIGHT: 498px" height=518 src="http://img.buzznet.com/assets/imgx/7/0/5/3/6/orig-70536.jpg" width=279 border=0><BR></P>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-19T15:52:02Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Vampire love....]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/87850/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P align=center>Vampire.<BR>Ghastly beauty in your silken skin, your tomb-stone pallor<BR>Ringlets of death about your ashen face<BR>Eyes burning with unearthly fire<BR>Your lust for life.<BR>Rise from your grave to follow the call<BR>Blood-lines engraved in your heart<BR>Yield to a moment of desperate hate<BR>To fulfil your love.<BR></P>
<P align=center>I have seen you many nights<BR>Wandering alone in the moonlit streets<BR>Following some scent<BR>Of which I am unaware.<BR>How often have I longed to join you?<BR>How many times have I prayed to you to see me?<BR>Your face is etched in my mind –<BR>My eyes behold you wherever I look<BR></P>
<P align=center>I see your pain<BR>The force that traps you<BR>And I long to release you<BR>Knowing that beauty and death are so close<BR>Slender threads woven into the fabric of my dreams<BR>Will you ever see me?<BR>My vampire love<BR>Will you ever come to me?<BR>Let me share your life, your pain, your love...<BR>We will survive somehow.<BR></P>
<P align=center>By day I sit on your grave-stone<BR>Hoping that you'll hear the words I whisper<BR>In your silent, weeping sleep.<BR>My tears are the blood to resurrect you.<BR>As by night I yearn for your perfection<BR>And you rise again to walk alone<BR>I wonder: will you ever need me?<BR>Ever hear me?<BR>Ever want me?<BR></P>
<P align=center>White-faced and solemn you creep through the streets<BR>Preying on the miserable and alone<BR>Feeding your own pain with the pain of others<BR>Your victims cause you to suffer<BR>More than you do them.<BR>Rather take me – for I can cure you<BR>Rather take me – for I can love you<BR>Rather take me – for I can let you live again<BR>And this eternity may be ours together<BR>If you only come tonight...<BR></P>
<P align=center>Hold my hand and we are invincible<BR>Life and death unite us in the marriage of ages<BR>We are indivisible, indestructible.<BR>Perhaps tonight you will understand.<BR>You may stray beneath my window again<BR>You may perchance look up and see me this time<BR>And perhaps you will realise how I feel<BR></P>
<P align=center>My life is worthless without you<BR>And the mortal world is a tiny place<BR>Compared to your immortal universe<BR>While I sit and dream<BR>Of sublime pleasures to come<BR>And thoughts of you haunt my mind<BR>I will pray that one day soon<BR>You will understand my love<BR>You will understand my words<BR>And all my thoughts will become yours<BR>Once, for all, for ever<BR>My vampire love...</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-19T14:55:47Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Dark Angel]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/87787/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Over the centuries we fly <BR>Just me and my darkangel<BR>We keep to ourselves<BR>And let history pass us by. 
<P>Sometimes we would be discovered<BR>And together we fled.<BR>Found of our existence,<BR>Not even a shred. 
<P>Years fly by like minutes.<BR>His life force fading<BR>Our maker's resounding words not aiding,<BR>"Few vampires have the stamina for immortality." 
<P>One terrible dawn<BR>My darkangel was gone.<BR>He did not return<BR>To sleep away the day. 
<P>When evening came<BR>I knew the game.<BR>My darkangel was dead<BR>And so I fled. 
<P>He will be forever on my mind,<BR>For I still have yet to find<BR>Where his ashes lay<BR>Burnt by the light of day. 
<P>For an eternity I shall mourn <BR>The loss of my darkangel Until I'm fated to do the same<BR>Then, my darkangel I will reclaim</P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-19T12:46:44Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Night Flight]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/87785/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<H4><FONT color=#ff0000><FONT color=#000000>Just a little romance. Even we know love...</FONT></FONT></H4>
<H4><FONT color=#ff0000><FONT color=#000000></FONT></FONT>&nbsp;</H4>
<H4><FONT color=#ff0000><FONT color=#000000>Brush back the clouds from the moon's face.<BR>Let the white lady see.<BR>Dance on the wind with me, lady, my love.<BR>Come frolic! Come flying with me!<BR></H4></FONT>
<H4><FONT color=#000000>Put down that book! You can read it<BR>Come eternity! <BR>Tonight is a night--it's a moon night my love! <BR>Come dancing and frolic with me! <BR></FONT></H4>
<H4><FONT color=#000000></FONT>&nbsp;</H4>
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<FONT color=#000000></FONT>&nbsp;</H4>
<H4><FONT color=#000000><BR><BR></FONT></H4>
<H4 align=center><FONT color=#000000><IMG height=60 alt="Just a little batty." src="http://www.humboldt1.com/~starfire/vampire6.gif" width=60></FONT></H4>
<H4><FONT color=#000000></FONT><A name=nf1>&nbsp;</H4>
<H4><FONT color=#000000>I want you beside me at nightfall, <BR>On the wild wind of the night; <BR>Shards of the moonlight and white lace on waves. <BR>Come dancing; come join me in flight! </FONT></H4></A></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-19T12:44:56Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Thirst]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/87784/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>...and sometimes it just seems like this</P>
<P>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Dinning thunder of your heartbeat<BR>Pulsing here beneath my lips<BR>Telegraphs along the length<BR>Of veins from neck to fingertips.<BR></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000000><BR><BR><BR></FONT><A name=th1>&nbsp;
<P><FONT color=#000000>Heart that calls, I cannot answer<BR>Trapped so deep in sleep's embrace. <BR>Your incessant measured knocking<BR>Cannot stir me from my place. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Torturer! Have you no mercy? <BR>Cease, now! Let me sleep the day! <BR>No, the tolling instrument<BR>Of torment timpanist must play.<BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Siren, must you lure me further? <BR>You invade my every dream. <BR>Raging rush of carmine liquid<BR>Drowns me, parched, within its stream. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000></FONT></A><BR><BR><BR><BR>&nbsp;
<P><FONT color=#000000>How to bid him cease his thunder? <BR>Stop him? You will cease to be. <BR>That, unless you join the blood-dance<BR>Tooth to neck, both you and me. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Dare I do it? Would you join me<BR>Thirsting through eternity?<BR>But what difference? After yours<BR>Another heart would beat for me. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Still, the blood-dance never ceases;<BR>Drummers leave, the dance remains. <BR>Hearts will cease; the drummer drumming<BR>Slack his pace and stop--in vain. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000><BR><BR><BR><BR></FONT><A name=th3>&nbsp;
<P><FONT color=#000000>Dinner-gong! Do you not know<BR>You call me from my silent bed? <BR>Every evening, never ceasing,<BR>I must hasten to be fed. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Caution drives me to another<BR>Lest your earthly clock I stop;<BR>Drain the cup and crush the bottle<BR>Savoring each velvet drop. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Nay! Stop beating quite so loudly! <BR>Torturer! I'll not thus doom<BR>Another victim to my sentence<BR>Roaming in eternal gloom. <BR></FONT>
<P></A><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><A name=th4><FONT color=#000000><IMG height=124 alt="Don't cry over spilled blood." src="http://www.humboldt1.com/~starfire/bloodpl.gif" width=120> </FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Quickly! Lest the madness take me,<BR>Flee from me, I thee implore. <BR>I will seek another's treasure,<BR>Plundering its liquid store. <BR></FONT>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Do not seek me out in daylight;<BR>Do not seek me out at night. <BR>I will hunt another lover<BR>For my thirst and my delight.<BR></FONT></A><FONT color=#000000>&nbsp;<BR><BR><BR><BR><BR><BR></FONT><A name=th5>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Someday we may meet at dusk,<BR>Or, maybe we will meet at dawn;<BR>But now to save you from my fate,<BR>My love, I fear I must move on</FONT></P></A>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-19T12:40:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Elena]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/87780/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#ffffff>being married for over four hundred years. <EM>That's</EM> true love!</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000000><EM>Imagine being married for over four hundred years. Thats true love.</EM></FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#000000></FONT>&nbsp;</P>
<P><FONT color=#000000>Wrinkled parchment, yellowed lace,<BR>Time-worn pearls, buttons, hooks,<BR>Satin skirts whispering with worn hems,<BR>Age within the ageless face<BR>Shown only in the artless grace,<BR>The knowing smile, composed, serene,<BR>Of one whose nights are filled with life<BR>And days spent deep in sleep's embrace.<BR></P></FONT>
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<A href="http://www.humboldt1.com/~starfire/vpoetry.html#dn2"><FONT color=#ff0000></FONT></A>&nbsp;<BR><BR><BR>
<P><FONT color=#ff0000></FONT><A name=el1>
<P>Youthful in each curve and dip<BR>From cheek and eye to swaying hip,<BR>Beside the fire she sits and knits,<BR>Warm wool between her fingertips.<BR>She remembers blood and rain, <BR>Pleasure, joy, sorrow, pain, <BR>Wild nights running with the wolves,<BR>Or flying with me over the plain.<BR>
<P>The youthful body, childlike grace;<BR>The dancing lightness of her steps;<BR>Belie the years we both have lived.<BR>Though now she dresses not in lace,<BR>Satin, silk, or antique pearls,<BR>Still it is thus I see her now<BR>Whenever I dream of her by day<BR>While wrapped, content, in her embrace.<BR>
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</A>&nbsp;<BR><BR><BR>
<P><A name=el2>
<P>Elena: Lover, fairy-light,<BR>Yet stronger than the steel of swords;<BR>Mind to mind and soul to soul,<BR>Heart to heart together bound.<BR>Bound together, yet as free<BR>As eagles dancing on the wind;<BR>And thus I hope it well may be<BR>For us, for all eternity.</P></A>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-19T12:38:55Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Nigthwind]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/87772/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT color=#000000>Come, my love, and take the wings of night<BR>To catch the sprinkled stars along thy flight.<BR>The high road,<BR>The blood road,<BR>From the world's beginning.<BR>Come ride the wind with me<BR>Until the stars are dimming.</FONT><BR>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-19T12:34:06Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Come to me]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/86428/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<EM>Come to me, little mortal<BR>I can bring you to heaven's portal<BR>There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain<BR>Feelings of joy will fill your brain<BR></EM>
<P><EM>Come to me, sweet human thing<BR>Give me your heart and I'll make it sing<BR>Forget your fears, leave them behind<BR>Forget the troubles of your kind<BR></EM>
<P><I>Come to me... yes, that's right<BR>Now hold still, it's no good to fight<BR>I'll take your blood, and leave you dying<BR>Didn't you realise I could be lying?<BR></I></P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-16T08:12:07Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I Love You]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/86427/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<EM><FONT size=4>Bite me, vampire, drink my blood.<BR>I assure you it tastes good.<BR>I want to be a vampire, too,<BR>I want to hunt for blood with you,<BR>Wander together through the night,<BR>And share all blood 'till morning light.<BR>At daytime I'll lay in your arms<BR>And sleep all day, so nice and warm.<BR>It will be great, just you and me,<BR>Vampires together, wait and see.<BR>Never be lonely, never blue,<BR>Because, my vampire, I love you.</FONT></EM><BR>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-16T08:11:26Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Ended Dreams]]></title>
	      <link>http://ladyfromhell.buzznet.com/user/journal/86426/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><I><BR>Fly, little vampire, through the night<BR>You think you control the wind you ride<BR>Go, vampire, bring fear and fright<BR>You think you're a god in your foolish pride<BR></I>
<P><I>But immortality's just a vampire's dream<BR>Never I'll rest before you're gone<BR>Your blood will flow in an endless stream<BR>The dream will be over when I'm done.<BR></I></P>]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>ladyfromhell</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2006-12-16T08:10:10Z</dc:date>
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